Be bored!

2006-07-23T04:30:00.000+08:00

change of blog! still sharing with jia obviously! :)

http://yuantheball.spaces.msn.com/

okay link me lovelove

2006-07-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

sui yue lio shi shi, wo men cai fa xian wo men you dou me ke bei. na xie huan le de guo qu you ru tan hua yi xian, yi jin xiao shi zai wo men de zui shen meng si.
hui xiang, wo men de shen ming you shi wei le she me er yi zhi zhou xia qu de ne?
ye shu you yi tian we men da jia dou hui chong meng zong xin guo lai, fa xian zi ji de cuo wu her lang fei le de shi jian
dan you ru he ne? yi jin guo qu le

i have so much to say. i dont know what to say. i feel very sad looking at all my friends. i dont know la

but i really do love jia so much. shes my life now

2006-07-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

okay. very long never blog.

ive found a new hobby and its like DOTA hahahha. im like, medusa-ing the past two days with st francis friends. and i dragged jia along and its like ive got a pet just now

"eh jia follow me im here im here"
"oh okay okay"
"JIA BACK BACK BACK THEY'RE ATTACKING US!!!"
"oh okay okay"
"JIA THEY'RE COMING FOR US!"
"oh okay okay"
"jia i wait for you at home you faster come ya"
"oh okay okay"

my girlfriend is so sweet. shes also covering my ass for me in the DOTA world.

"dont care about me you go first i dont matter"
"wow jia you're so sweet"
"oh okay okay"

okay anyway i also came up with a few things i need to get for our house. like toaster and like, i dont know. alot of stuff. i need like hangers and all.

please buy for me ya

i missed femme quest where per won first runner up. we're all so proud of her!
YAY PER (:
and aaronn is starting school tmr
YAY RON (:
and jp started school last week
YAY JP (:
and jul is still herself i hope
YAY JUL (:
and yuan's house got a dead cockroach
YAY YUAN (:

hahahha yay so happy.
YAY JIA (:

love love jia :D

hahah having fun!!

2006-07-10T05:17:00.000+08:00

im so happy italy won!! (:
yay!!!!! :D

really really very happy (:

2006-07-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

we've moved in together! (:
on our anniversary! (: what an auspicious day!! need to get ang pao

having a bbq soon. so exciting!!

happy 7th baby, i know its a rough patch for you right now, however you know that im always here for you right? (:
i love you since last year, and the feelings never faded. it will continue no matter what happen, and we'll just grow stronger. you know that too. (:
our dreams came true together. im sorry about the dog, but maybe i'll b able to convince my mother soon? (: hopefully.
its been 7 months and we've been meeting everyday. i feel so happy that we suit each other so perfectly

i love you! hope we'll have a happy day today! (& every other day!)

2006-07-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy.

we'll be moving tgt soon.

my mother didnt even nag when i asked. i'll even be having extra money. i'm so glad that happened.

and yes, a new additional. that corgi is mine--.. ok ours soon. cant wait for saturday when we bring her back.

so cute and fat. just like you.

but no one can replace u, the corgi's jsut cute and fat. u're cute and fat.. plus adorable and pretty. haha. i was kidding about the fat only ok. dun kill me.

love love.

2006-07-03T01:50:00.000+08:00

i feel like an ant right now
i wonder where did some parts of me go. maybe they're left somewhere, wating to be picked up again.
aiya they can wait somemore. cause im feeling lazy about everything and everything looks redundant to me

so tired everyday. i should just look at more lee joon ki

2006-06-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

hello world (: long time never blog.
busy with school and all. im posted to tanglin for exams. what if they got no air con? ):
i think i might cry

anw im super in love with korean shows and movies now. theres like a few i want to watch la. havent tell jia about my new obsession, later she scold me. oh my god you all should totally watch king and the clown.

and see like LEE JOON KI. aiya what a weird name

wow wow wow!! (: (: (:

oh my god if the movie got give out free notebooks or other things i'll confirm get so help me look out okay okay

oh my god cannot take it

love love jia!

2006-06-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

hello world.

im having cramps and making weird noises. jia say i sound like a bull. shes talking to herself into the toilet wondering what we should eat today.
actually i also dont know what to eat. so troublesome.
anw, i watched two gay shows in a row last night. with candice sylvia ange and xueyun. however sylvia went home early. so she missed the second show which was so super nice with a super weird ending.

kinggggggg and the clownnnnnnnn -shows satisfied smile (:

jia is angry with me by the way for watching without her.
aiya i hate cramps la

what should we eat?

2006-06-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

you bitch!
how dare you tell the world of that centro thing. you stupid thing. -smacks you.

haiya dont love you anymore already. hmph.
no more car for you!

2006-06-11T14:43:00.001+08:00

wei. wei.

everytime i open this page i hope to see a BLOG entry from you. BUT it's always such a disappointment.

sigh. been waking up early cos of softball game.. BUT YOU on the other hand have been sleeping in. such a pig.

anyway, i miss u. very much.

and P.S, dun forget the the Ctrl on your keyboard is called CONTROL Alternate Delete. not CENTRO Alternate Delete.

sigh, it's rather taxing on me to tell u this.

LOVE YOU.

2006-06-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DARLING!

it's good just to hold u in my arms each day.
it's feels warm when u hug me tightly.
lalalalala. the lists goes on.
enough mushiness.

dearest and aud planned a surprise party for me and serene tonight.

3 more hours.

SO EXCITING. er...

how sweet of darling. kiss.

by the way, no retest for me. Yet.

2006-06-02T02:46:00.000+08:00

im only 17
i want to feel like im a 17

there wont b a second chance in this

anw, i miss jia. she hates me because i keep watching the tv today. but thats what she always do la! -.-

-scratch jia's head

vaunt was horrible. if im a terrorist i'll bomb mos that night, like serious.
nvm, 18 soon

2006-05-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

horrible lab!!!

it seems so near and yet so far to complete this arduous task.

i'm supposed to have ended, yet it has been delayed.

i would be ending at 6 plus.. WHO HAS LAB FOR 6 hours!!!!

anyway, i miss u yuan. cant wait to see u later

got to go purify some proteins. bye

2006-05-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

and i absolutely cannot accept constantly depressed people
OH MY GOD PLEASE JUST B HAPPY AND STOP WASTING YOUR FUCKING TIME
its funny how after you get through a certain stage in your life, you look around and start disliking people who were like you.
maybe after all you know it was just allllllll-sooooo-fakeeeeee

so there.

i still love jia though

2006-05-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

i just read the biggest joke in this entire day.
oh gosh, terrible, terrible

i hate couples who act like their relationship is 'romeo and juliet' or smth.
aiya, b more practical can?

its like that or like this la! what the fuck. things are not complicating, you complicate things yourself.

and i hate pot who calls kettle black (the chinese way okay) (which means that this is suppose to b mean)

eeyer.

on the other hand. love jia who is sleeping

going for vaunt later by the way. muahaha. with jia and per and sarah and ron and alot alot more.

whoa baby your name so biggggg

2006-05-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

its written all over, everywhere, how much i love you.

how can i ever be with another when our hands fit so perfectly?

2006-05-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

i love the way jia frowns at me and when she apologies for my stupid actions.

shes just so cute

-pat pat jia's head

-patpatpat plus scratch

2006-05-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

u're at the movies. without me.

i'm so jealous of aud and ser. they are like watching da vinci code without ME. (not that i wanna watch it, but..)finally yuan, u can the lightbulb.

i bet u're not thinking of me at all, (pls say "NO. i miss u so much LOR"). u are totally engross with the movie, ( i dont think so bcos u might not understand actually ;) ) all u love is ur new found toy, the micro gameboy (actually it's mostly me playing and u will be kind enough to allow me to play and ignoring u for quite awhile. well, if u get the other hint... BUY ME ONE.) sigh, i'm so mistreated.

thanks for being so magnaminous. i've been ignoring u for quite a while playing the gameboy while shopping. sorry darling. but bcos i was guilty, i made up for it with a hole in my pocket. so we are quits. NO LA. i love u la, so i'm willing to spend on u ok? pls pls pls, dun be mad at me.

i'm missing u greatly. sigh.

a few thoughts up there. sometimes i wonder if u really understand me at all.

i love u dear.

2006-05-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

by the way i miss miss ma who is in the taxing ngeeann

2006-05-25T14:04:00.000+08:00

i think im going to win my bet, again (:

2006-05-23T19:53:00.000+08:00

10 things about today

1) i hate my new neighbours, they've been renovating for months. i heard they're indians, maybe thats why.
2) i love my girlfriend very much, she bought breakfast for me. and added extra stuff inside
3) my art is gone for sure
4) i can actually take cubes of my watercolor out and throw at people
5) my girlfriend loves me very much because she came to my house to see me for half an hour and brought food, again
6) my computers at home are both fucked
7) my neighbours ought to b shot, over and over again
8) i am going to find aaronn for my lace for exam tmr later
9) im at eunos, jia's place, and shes sleeping
10) i love jia with all my heart

:) love you baby

2006-05-18T11:08:00.000+08:00

why are there STILL people after a piece of jia?
sorry shes attached ya. thanks thanks.

i can like get very good replacements though. my friends are all very nice lesbians.

2006-05-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

darling why are you getting so emo these days? you're like a depressed kid. you can totally join aaronn already.
like, not depressed like clinic already, become the clinic already.

my gf so emo these days shes like a punk. whoa. punk jia. HAHAH ok sry.

anyway we'll never drift apart dont b scared. you mean so much to me. see now we're going to go out and watch movie. and there will b more movies to come. and more and more...
i think i love watching movies. but of cos, i love majia more.

majia majia is the best.

i think i love my gf more. shes like so funny. she likes to roll around for no reason and refuse to take money although she always insist that she'll make me bankrupt. (aye cant spell la fuck)

aiya i love her la shes suppose to like, pick me up like, now.

she was playing with dna just now, her best friend. dna. HAHAHA

"oh im going to extract you and look at you and do tests on you"

2006-05-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

hello darling.

u're studying. and i'm turning emo now.

bcos i've been feeling helpless hearing from u less frequent.

and i've been missing u more, falling harder, although we've been tgt for quite long now.

well, i'm thinking of the past of you and me. and it fills my eyes. do i miss it or am i feeling remorseful?

memories quite lost now, it feels like a different u and me then. to think back, yeah. i did love u then.

i'm just loving u more now.

2006-05-13T04:08:00.000+08:00

wat a happy day.

everything seems right when u're there.

u sent me home. again. :))))))))))) . space not big enough to so see how OVERjoyed i am.

i felt lethargic and it was telepathy u offered ur lap without a need for consent.
so i got stuck in the moment, when i opened my eyes and see u gazing at me smiling.
it was warm and sweet.
(i feel so like a passive here)

oh wells.

tmr's another beautiful day with u.

love.

loolala loolala loolaloola leh

childish traces that fills me at times. ok, maybe it overflows occasionally.

2006-05-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

oh my its just damn bad when people keep lusting after your girlfriend right? anyway i realised ive got like, phobia going to my own girl's blog, its like "oh my god what if i read it and finds out shes seriously depressed, how am i going to help her?"

oh my actually im just afraid that shes depressed.

is she? i hate ngeeann, they give her too much work that she cant handle, when shes a very intelligent girl. and that day she told me they were going to TAX her. (ok la it was my stupidity, stupidity is your forte yuannn)

it was just damnnnn bad la ok.

i miss her very much, i wished she was beside me to take care of me and fight like, this fever for me. gah. it feels kind of incomplete not to meet her everyday, like something is missing. like you didnt go for 3 periods of chemistry. (yeah that kind of feeling, its damnnnn bad)

and what makes it worse? shes more important than chemistry, or biology, or my mother in fact. (which makes it damnnnnn damnnnnn bad)

so not meeting her is like, tearing a piece of flesh out of me. im like, losing lots os flesh. ...eeyer.

sometimes i wonder if we're going to work out, i believe we're going to in the end, but it just gets me worried when i think about if the other party (jia) thinks the same.

i think jia loves me alot. but we're like, on the different frequency these days because of fucked up schools.

ya man we (ok at least, I) hate ngeeann and st francis and parents and... aiya alot more.
but aiya actually now that they're listed out...

they just cant b compared to my love for jia

i love my girlfriend. (:

2006-05-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

maybe u don't know.
but i'm missing u so much.

poor dear, came down with a flu.
hope u're feeling better.
i didnt see u the whole of today.
nor on sunday.
and this coming sunday.
it feels weird, i hope we're not drifting apart.

yeaps, loving u girl.

loving is easy.
being in love is difficult.
we're overcoming those..

2006-05-07T01:40:00.000+08:00

aiya, fuck it. i feel sad for everyone and almost everything and myself

2006-05-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

im starting to feel helpless and disabled these days. i realised i know how to worry actually

maybe one day we'll both b driven to insanity.

happy 5th, hope you'll b happy soon

im not that strong afterall

2006-05-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello jia, you can talk to this pic. hahha. i look quite attentive there.

2006-05-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

i love jia i love her very much, even though she did something stupid today, but dont worry jia, yuan's love for you wont be any lesser. it will just grow everyday

yuan loves you dont worry.

love you so much :)

2006-05-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

im not interested in competeting with you, cos you know i'll win hands down.
you probably know that too, thats why you compete.

find a better way to get back at me, and show me that you've grown, thanks.

2006-05-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

im so happy with my baby.

im glad shes always with me no matter what, and she always secretly act cute even though we may b in front of her friends or mine. ya really she will stick her tongue out or like, make her eyes damn small or like, start wriggling. but aiya its ok shes allowed to do such things because shes quite cute after all.
not quite, very.

actually i just want to tell my baby that i really love her, and i really really want to b with her forever. and its a miracle how come we always quarrel but laugh during it. (and we act like we never laugh)

i dont know, im just glad ive got her, its like, who the fuck will always b there for me other than her, like serously, like, ALWAYS. and she'll take care of me no matter what, shes always there when i need to shit. and shes always willing to wait outside the toilet even though her knee was hurting. and shes willing to pay for everything, which is good. hahha so shy i just let out the biggest secret of my life.

teeheehee.

i love you la got alot of things to tell you but i havent sort them out tell you later.

love you love you!

anyway dear dont call me B anymore cos firstly, it sounds like my classmate, secondly, everyone is calling their girlfriends B.

so ive been thinking about it. what should you call me? you see, at first i was thinking, D = dear, darling.... but i called dez D. so i guess not good. so C? but c its like, die in chinese. later we keep asking each other to die, not good. B is obviously out. so you know what? i guess A is the best. A= the best, the only one... blahblahblah.

and when i accidently call you EH, ive got a reason. so ya. there you go.

love you ya? A!

2006-04-20T02:18:00.000+08:00

dearest yuan,

i'm bored. and u're asleep. today had been generally a nice day. well, everyday is a nice day. except for some when we have quarrels here and there. but it's good to see us not quarrelling so much. normal dinner, a bet which u lost to me 10 dollars which i gave u back eventually..hmpff. general talk cock session, i'm so glad i can express my thoughts to you about anything under the sun, it feels like talking to best friend. we watched a lame and not so scary movie. and to end a day with this, a generally very not up to standard entry, and the word 'general' keeps appearing.

we see each other everyday, and i get upset when i don't get to see you. it's coming 5 months or maybe a lot more than that which i do not wish to explain why. it takes so much for me to understand and realise how very unpredictable life is. and it's only being through so much that makes me feel why we are different and tells me why i'm so positive about my feelings. and to go back reminiscing, my life had been quite amusing. blah blah blah. emo emo, tsk tsk.

i use to hate yogurt, but i love it now. why?

by the way yuan, i'm missing you now. yawns.

2006-04-16T04:18:00.000+08:00

im feeling weird. like those very weird feeling when you have late at night all alone after surfing a few blogs and a few profiles on friendster, after meeting long lost friends, after shower.... aiya, just weird la.
why are people like that huh?
im so happy im with jia suddenly (ok la not suddenly, all the while) as in im not talking about anyone who i've met today seriously. im talking about, people who were close to them or more like, people who are trying to get close to them. i wonder sometimes what are these people who are trying so hard doing?
like as if you like those people very much. you're just getting closer to them so you can get more juicy news for your little gossip sessions. dumb fucks.
issit really that fun to bitch about people who need emotional supports right now?
no joke when i say i believe in karma man, its like, wont you feel guilty after talking cock about this someone, and like, have you ever thought about yourself?

its like, what will your friends think of you when your mouth is wide open bitching?

weird.

i love jia anyway jiajiajia is the best best best.

2006-04-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

hello.

yuan is fast asleep on my bed. again.
wat a pig. and she's drooling away.. FOREVER drooling on pillow.

she slept for 1 and a half hour already.
i never regretted passing this remark to alex when we were at the night safari.
alex: why you dont want to see the barbieroosa (other words for PIG-deer)?
me: oh, i've got one beside me always and i'm so SIAN of it already.

and it proves so TRUE.

and serves her right for being so tired. talk la talk la. talk to someone else but ME. angry. GRRrr.

bestfriend flew off to hongkong, so i guess i'll have more time with dear. IF SHE DOESNT SLEEP THAT MUCH.

DRIVING LESSON TMR. YAY.

i wanna drive, i wanna drive, i wanna drive you around soon. lallalala

i want a car, car , car, car, car... hints.

ok. i'm getting bored. so i'm going to wake my beloved up now.

2006-04-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

Anyway for your information, my girlfriend is very pretty, any other comments are redundant.

2006-04-07T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hello dear I guess you and I are the ones who will ever like, check on this blog. Doesnt matter, meant for you and meant for me anyway.

Happy 4th.

Im amazed at how we can meet each other everyday without fail, it feels good, to me at least. What about you? I miss you so much everyday when Im not around you. You dont know that do you? And I always play pretend that you're with me in school. You dont know that too do you?
I know what you're feeling worried about, however I cant come up with any immediate solution to your problem, I guess we can only go step-by-step to solve it? What do you think?
I need you, and I know you need me too. :) I hope I'll never lose you
Seems like Im always repeating the same stuff to you, but I really dont know what else to say, because I love you so much, to the max. Other words will only be superfluous (WHOAAAAA)

:D See my finglish is good. (HAHA)

I love you dear. I hope we will enjoy today :)

Yuan loves you very very much!

2006-03-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

sigh. i was so hyper just now, mother thought i was mad. fancy prancing around like a mad kid at nineteen. it just reminds me of the old days, how i bounce up the stairs and jump down from it. reminiscing. now all grown up, wat remains still. just practically nothing. who bother about relationships then, all seems impeccable, the only thing to worry about is PSLE. who bothers if u only have eighty cents to spend at ur school canteen. a bowl of fishball noodles can leave u contented, grining from side to side like a cheshire cat. haha. tsk tsk, of course la, no raging hormones wat. that's wat i'm talking about, raging hormones. haha. there's this rush through my body, i'm absolutely missing u yuan. SIGH. are u done with maths yet? cos i do want to talk to u so much. better still to appear in front of me right now. like POOF, after the layers of white mist disappear and viola.. there u are. anyway, i wanted to tell u how much u mean to me. thanks for what u did today, it was VERY SWEET. now i dun have to worry that i have no food at home. thoughtful, absolutely. and it couldnt get any better, i couldnt have been more fortunate to have u. being mushy doesnt hurt, u're the greatest love of my life. yucks. i've goose pimples all over my body and my hair is standing. cold shivers down my spine, but still.. i'm just telling u the truth. byebye.

2006-03-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hey dear

Just want to tell you that you mean very much to me and you're always making me smile. Dont worry about last night it was just a bad day for both of us, Im not thinking much into it, so please do the same?

And you are obviously, much more important to me than any of my friends. You affect me very much, no matter what you do.

I love you, more and more each day. :) Hope you feel the same?

Kiss

2006-03-21T02:59:00.000+08:00

dearest yuan,

i bet you must be sleeping like mad pig now.
you never did stop sleeping anyway. sleeping beauty??
NAH. sleeping pig.
u've school tmr anyway, so i dun blame you. but still, i can complain.

to summarise this entry, i'm BORED.
damn, why must u be so hardworking. you leave me guilt ridden. ok fine, i feel like a good for nothing.
yes yes, i'm just waiting to collect my results this FRIDAY. (yes darl, i'm worried.)
I'm worried i would be that unlucky person to have this black shadow clouded over my forehead that day, and yes, to fail and stay back 6 months. it would take me more than a miracle. i've been praying to god to let me slot in my stupid maths module. (no, i didnt pray about that. it's just a metaphor. but i did ask god about other things. HAHA ) just 1 stupid module. oh yes then, i can scoot off to aust to complete my uni, or dear would u prefer me to stay here. (if they would accept me. ) which ever is.. mainpoint...i'm worried.
so dear, do take an extra effort to cheer me up.
so fine, since it's my holidays now, i will enjoy myself to the FULLEST.
then i will swear to be MORE hardworking than u are right now.
I kiaSee, cannot is it?

i refuse to be such a loser in my next entry.

sigh.

2006-03-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

Guess what happened? I was trying to take something on the top of the shelf in the toilet and... Pads dropped on my head. LIKE ALOT AT ONE GO LOH. :(

Maybe after all, Im the one who caused this between the both of us, lets mend it back together? Im sorry.

Anyway, Im going to sleep.

Byebye

2006-03-03T01:24:00.000+08:00

Jia you can b peanut A and I can b peanut B. I just ate alot of peanuts and they are all in my tummy, all well mixed and happy staying tgt.

Just like us! :D

2006-03-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

I know I havent been a good girlfriend although you kept saying Im the best, I'll try to make up to you ok? I'll kick my habits of being impatiend and rude, and I'll not be so hot tempered everytime you're being yourself, you know, being indecisive.
Although sometimes can you please decide where we should eat?
And Im sorry for always being unreasonable and despite you having exams I keep asking you to spend time with me although I can feel that sometimes its voluntary action from you. I know its difficult for you to squeeze time out for me everyday and I really appreciate that we're meeting everyday. I understand that you will want to spend time with your friends too so if you ever want time alone you can just tell me ok. Okok?

Im just happy that Im with you, I feel so lucky, nobody else can b like you. So adorable, so unique, so understanding and patient with my demands, so clever and smart and silly at times. Ive got the best girlfriend. For sure.

And Im not letting go, for sure too.

Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss!! Plus one lick. Buy 5 get 1 free.

2006-02-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

i'm seriously going crazyover my studies.

it's stressful and i cant wait for all this to be over.

well actually, i cant resist temptations around me now. having to resist them would be such an arduous task. of course then, i've never ever failed to give in anyway.

so then, maybe when i see all Ds on my report plus an F, i'll regret. i've that premonition right now, but it doesnt seem to convince me in getting back to my books.

i'm starting to plan my holidays, i'll 'pia' my car licence. then i can drive her out at night. no more cabs after clubbing. if i dun drink..

on the other hand, i can wait for her to get her licence.. NEXT YEAR. and both of us can take turns driving. PLUS she will pass me her BMW 5 series..ok fine, i admit, small WHITE face ok? hurhurhur. -just hoping..

such a gentle breeze now. (no it's very hot here, i'm just imagining)

get out of school quick.

2006-02-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

(Read this and imagine Yuan doing weird hand actions and do add in the fuck and cheebye and what have you yourselves ok. Lazy to type)

I think its rather amazing that how you can feel like you're on top of the world, reaching for the sky, and your fingertips are already touching the blue blue part and BOOM -adds some dramatic sound please. You can just, fall into hell or something. Then you have to start climbing all over again.
Also, aint it funny how can something very small, you know its small, blow up into something big within seconds because you just cant accept that its small. Then again when you ask yourself later on, you realise maybe its something rather big, and then you feel like crying and self-pitying. THEN you decide to be reasonable, think of the big situation, consider other's feelings, save the world and think for all human kinds so you decide that its something very small. Meanwhile you forget to consider your own feelings. Like, hohoho Merry Christmas.

So you force yourself to cool down. BUT the problem is you're just feeling so weird and uncomfortable. Its just like you sleep in your comfy bed everyday but suddently your dog shits on your bed and its just not so comfy anymore.

Oops, did I just use the word dog? (Ok Yuan grow up please) And oh speaking of growing up I absolutly (correct spelling not? sorry totally training myself to spell correctly unlike AARONNNNN) cannot agree with people who thinks that they are very mature and all others are childish but they dont look into the mirrow and realise that they themselves are being very childish. Ok when Im saying this you may start to think that hey Yuan arnt you being like them? But hey people who know me will know that I can be childish and I do admit to a very great extent that Im super childish. Thats not the point, I just dont like people who dont reflect on themselves before commenting.

Then there are people who like to ask weird questions although the situation has completly nothing to do with their sweet lil happy lives. I dont understand, why cant you just care for the Ozone layer rather then asking weird questions? Do they make you happy? After asking wont you feel that you actually asked too much and you ought to just well, drink some water.

I forgot what I want to say.

Oh no the unhappy feeling is kicking in again. YOU SEE, after typing so much, it just doesnt seem to work, Im still unhappy. I think someone need to like, tell me a funny joke and cheer me up.

Ok let me ask you a riddle since I got no joke.

Ah meng went for a walk one day and got knocked down by a car in an accident, Ah meng lost 2 legs, boohoohoo. The next day, Ah meng went for another walk, and got into an accident again with the same car, Ah meng lost 2 legs. Then the next day, the same thing happened and Ah meng lost another 2 legs. But Ah meng is still alive right now and living quite happily without being asked weird questions.

Well... Why didnt Ah meng die in the first accident? And what is Ah meng? Ok just hightlight the () to know the answer ok? ( Ah meng is a spider, and spiders have got lots of legs!! )

Hahaha I bet alot of people want to slap me now.
Ohh I remember what I want to blog already.
Its like, you love something alot, and you just cant give it up, but when you feel whatever-you-may-feel then you'll start to act weird and say and do things you dont mean but you still love something very much.
You know and you just cant live without something.

So how leh?

2006-02-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

Oh how long since I last blogged? Cant remember.

Anyway just to update people who still read this blog and thinks Im dead, no Im very alive and very happy with MJJ.

We went to Mt Faber (isit?) for Valentine day! :D After that we went to KM8 and had a drink. It was very nice. And the present she got for me also very nice. The present I got for her also very nice.

Everything is very nice lah.

Ok la, I love Jia la! Bye!

2006-02-09T11:53:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me.

i'm dreading it so much.

triggered endless thoughts.

moodswing moodswing moodswing.

time to study.

2006-02-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

adding to the previous post.

just a gentle reminder to ms. liu over here.

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

just in case u forget.

adding to it, i'll like u to take note that...

2nd month is coming as u said it is. everything's perfect and i hope it will remain that way. i'm fortunate to have u still despite everything. i'm glad u were still there, and still is now. there's many things inside me i wish to tell u, how blessed i feel, but they are beyond words to describe. i feel more than gratitude to give, it's just a wonderful feeling being with u.

thank you.

2006-02-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

as requested, i'm blogging again.

so mushy. (referring to entry below)

i'll try my best to be expressive here. childplay's for some, but such arduous task for me.

yes, i do feel that it's perfect.

maybe we should have a major quarrel. -winks

-j silhouette says:
i lvoe you
; Yuani says:
hmph
; Yuani says:
hmph
; Yuani says:
love also spell wrong
- j silhouette says:
HAHAH
- j silhouette says:
i knew you were going to say that lor.
; Yuani says:
you dont love me anymore

does that count? =)

i'm having a splitting headache.

there's been so many events coming up. wat presents to get? stressed. anyone ever share the same sentiments as me?

oh as well as wat clothes to wear.. shopping is never ending for me.

oh, regarding the $$ ching ching. nvm, i'll just be a white face. -looks at yuan.

and i'll just buy you over now with words. i love you.

2006-02-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

Time flies.

Going to be our second month already (for the second time) and come to think of it, we've actually been on-and-off for about a year.

Im so happy, feeling so blessed and lucky.

Its like, you've finally found the person, the person who'll understand you, love you, care for you...
And feed you of cos.

Im just having this fly feeling about us. Like no one else can be like us, like we're perfect or something.

Ya la, something like that.

I miss you by the way, Im eating bread.

2006-02-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

yuan: you know what? i've got something to tell you. (serious tone)

me: what?

yuan: i think we are perfect for each other.

me: imm. -pukes

HAHA. i'm so sorry. i just couldnt control my reaction, but i didnt fathom that that would be coming out from u.

K LAH K LAH, we are perfect for each other. KISS. hugs.

u said u would be coming online, where are u.

k, fine. i miss u. -shy, hides

2006-01-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

Guess what?
Jia and I got new phones.
Guess what phones?
Nokia 7370.

Oh yesss....

Want to see picture? I show you!

Unhuh!!! We both got the gold ones.
Guess how much is ONE of them?

Dont tell you! :P

2006-01-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

Jell-O!

2006-01-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

My favourite things to do these days are to roll around in her arms and squeeze her pimple.

Nice way to pass time, aint it?

2006-01-14T05:17:00.000+08:00

; Yuani says: whey
; Yuani says: im feeling vomitty
- j silouhette says: huh
- j silouhette says: how come?
; Yuani says: (is there such a word?)
- j silouhette says: pregnant?
- j silouhette says: oh
- j silouhette says: i'm going to be a father

Well, thats my girl.

I swear to myself that Im never going to touch any mud pies during late nights anymore, feeling like shit.

So exciting, my birthday is in 4 days! :D

2006-01-11T06:03:00.000+08:00

Been long

Days are the same, filled with laughter and joy with MJJ, too good to be true at times. Although sometimes fights occur, but sooner or later it will be fine! :D
She always gives in to me ok!! -Proud face!

My eyes have been hurting constantly like non-stop hits these two days, I think its a hint that my eyeballs are gonna leave me soon, drop out and get pick away by three blind mice.

HAHAHA SO FUNNYYYYY.

Happy first month darl! We'll always b like this, eh? :D I love you very much, by the way!

By the way people my birthday is coming

2006-01-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

St Francis is like... I dont know what to say.

I feel so lost everyday. Not that kind of self-pitying I dont want to be here kind of lost, rather its more of, confused, what am I doing here kind of lost... I just feel very lost. Like, lost in the woods that kind of lost. Orientation lasts for 5 days. Who needs orientation for 5 fucking days?

Tomorrow they are suppose to go to ECP. (Feeling lost, again) Im not going, Im going to accompany Jia. Im making full use of my time! :)

Sat is out first month, like, for the second time. Oh wells!

I wish St Francis can get down to books a lil faster, sigh!

2006-01-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

I love my dearest who is fighting with Meepits...
On Neopet...

Oh guess whos account shes using? Oh, I think its mine. Oh, for your information... Shes got exams tomorrow.

I feel like flying down to Eunos to strangle her, and maybe give her a kiss.

MAYBE ONLY LAH

2005-12-30T03:12:00.000+08:00

Jia's day of waiting...

I shall take pictures of myself while waiting!

Hmmm... Where is she?

Maybe she'll appear now?

Bored.

Its ok, I can still take it!

Ok thats it, why is she taking so long

I want to slap her already!

LIU YUAN I YOU APPEAR NOWWWWWW

FUCK!

Yah, so thats Jia's day of waiting.. She took the pics herself while waiting for me to take something from home! I think my love is retarded...

Maybe thats why shes with me.

Haha that was on Christmas Eve! :D We went to the Underwater World and then met Aud, Serene, Xueyun and Candice in town! :D Had fun and slept over at Candice's place :)

Took beautiful pictures of the marine life there but... Dont know why Blogger wont let me upload them.. So oh well!

2005-12-27T06:31:00.000+08:00

I had the best Christmas this year! :D

She gave me a self-made pillow, and its like, four times my face... (imagine the size please) And obviously with lots of hugs and kisses to go along with the four-times-my-face pillow!
I gave her a belt, and a body scrub doll, which I've decided Im going to name it, 'Yuan-scrub'. So when she scrubs, she remembers me. :D!

Im so clever!

Went down to Chinablack to help the few of them out, Im glad I got to spent a bit of Christmas with them! Although Im not so sure if they enjoyed it. But the problem was solved and everyone has got less to worry, for now I guess. Which is good! :D

Im so happy!

I hope we can all get together again soon! :) We need to catch up and have our non-stop bitching sessions like last time.

Anyway, I love the love of my life. Oh, Im married!

Im going to see her tomorrow, which is today, which is later! :D

2005-12-22T03:27:00.000+08:00

We took 99 pictures together, Im so in love!

Hi Im Snow-white!

Puff!

She bought me those flower ear rings :D

Kiss kiss kiss

She took it

Can you look more pleased?

:)

HAHAH SO CUTE RIGHT?

Hello I love you

Did I tell you we work at the same place now? :DDD

2005-12-13T05:41:00.000+08:00

I'm staying with you, no matter what

(Is this picture better?)

2005-12-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

2005-12-05T04:24:00.000+08:00

I just finished my new template.

Yeah I know it looks as if the story went like somebody burnt my house down and I had like, no choice so I have to make do with like, cardboard boxes and newspapers by the roadside. Just had the urge to have something very very simple...
Oh wells, can make it lah.

Im going to change Jp's blog template to the same one too! (Guess shes so going to kill me...)

Work today was so-so. Zen's first day of opening on Sundays. We hit the target though!! :D By $22. :D Beer for everyone! :D But well, everyone was in a very bad mood... So well...
But still, beer for everyone!! :D Cranberry juice for me... (Thats a lie)

Im kind of bored.. Why isnt tuesday coming yet? ):

Anyway, I want to go to Snow City!

2005-12-05T03:30:00.000+08:00

Fly away, tonight

2005-12-03T02:00:00.000+08:00

Updates about my very boring life...

I think I've got the best job in Singapore. Company at Zen is great with like, great supper and dinner and free transport.
The uniform got apron leh! Very cute, those tie at the butt one.
Suling will give me chocolate somemore!! :D
And since Im the youngest, everyone takes care of ME! :D
(Thats why its perfectly fine when I cant carry heavy things and others will carry for me; also, guess who will the ice creams go to if they are wrong orders?)

:DDDDD

Oh by the way, Ive decided not to support SEA games anymore. CHEEBYE, dont let her come back I dont support you all I tell you.

I miss her ):

2005-11-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

Im falling asleep, but I really want to tell the world that it will be....

7 more days!

Went to meet up with Aaronn, Jp, Per and Zsa just now :D. Had a great time! I think we all need to meet up more often soon.
I missed the opening ceremony on tv today! ):

All Im after now, will be ever after with you, nothing else matters anymore.

2005-11-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

8 more days

2005-11-23T02:05:00.000+08:00

First time in my entire 16 years I realise I can actually dislike a person so much, for her own stupid, silly wrong spiteful wrong way of treating a person, which she obviously deeply regrets about now.
Maybe dislike is not the right word. I just cant agree with her reasons of doing things, and her way of trying to turn things back now.
The fact is, you threw her away, and now... She wont go back to you that easily anymore. Maybe she might, if she wants to, but the damage is done. And you cant turn things back.

You suffer, because of your own choices.

Right, and I sound as if Im not at fault, ok maybe not in that particular situation, however, Im at faults for some other things...
I need my mother to wake up now.

And I dont know if I should be commenting at all on the girl at the start of the entry, but Ive been keeping those words in me for so long, not a sin to put them down... Right? Then again, should I even be commenting about her, since Ive got no right, and no place in the whole act. However, her actions does affect me one way or another, directly, or indirectly. And now, the most important person in my life is suffering in silence because of her... I cant save her, I failed in every way. The hurt in her eyes were so clear yesterday, the way she stared into blank spaces, as scenes played out in her mind, showed me how much was put onto her thin shoulders.

Because of her.

I hope you suffer too. I hope you suffer twice as much as what she had to go through because of your own selfish, thoughtless doings.

2005-11-20T04:42:00.000+08:00

With you, thats where I belong.

Like Aaronn, I miss the well time we spent. Erm, what Orgasm Prata?!!?

And I know that he won't break my heart
And I know that we won't ever part
It's time, time for us to settle down
And I wanna be with him forever

2005-11-15T04:50:00.000+08:00

We'll stay together forever :D

Serene loves my blog please

2005-11-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

We're going to get our iPod Nanos together :)

I hope I can meet you tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and the day after the day after tomorrow, and the day after the day after the day after tomorrow, and everyday of my life.

Can? :D

2005-11-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Theres just this empty, hollow feeling sucking me in. Its quite bad, its really quite bad. Things are coming my way and I cant do anything to prevent myself from anything, I cant prevent myself from getting hurt, cent even do things to try to make the damage as little as possible, nothing depends on me.

I've got zero cards on my hand, I cant play this game.

I lost.

2005-11-07T01:49:00.000+08:00

My entries are getting real short. Guess theres not a need for people to waste their time to read about my life.

So I'll just give them the summary,

Im thankful for everything, especially you.

-Starts doing Chicken Little dance again.

2005-11-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy :)

I even ate sushi today!! :D

By the way, Im now teaching the Chicken Little dance to everyone. Oh, I've got somebody to sing the song for me too! How cool!!

-Starts dancing

2005-11-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

I close my eyes and I see you everywhere.

I feel like giving up on alot of things. Im so tired of fearing what may be of today, but tomorrow, it may just change and become another thing. I dont want to be happy for a moment and sad the other. I feel crazy, like seriously.

Today was a big disappointment.

I miss you.

2005-10-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

Best surprise ever

2005-10-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

You were suppose to catch me when I fall. I am so not happy, and I think I want to burn my house down.

Sometimes you know you just feel like putting people that put your through so much agony and whateverrrr in the middle of your palm and just CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH them down.

2005-10-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

You.
You.
You.
You...
Thats all that left of me now.

Rough times, these days... I think Im just staying alive for food. Being suicidal is so cliche, but I just cant help it. I guess the PMS mood contributes to how I feel too. In short, I feel like shit actually.

I got my navel done again, blue stud.

I wish my menses will come tomorrow. I will feel so much better, I guess.

2005-10-21T20:01:00.000+08:00

There wont be things to blog for three weeks.

2005-10-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

My keyboard is gone, the whole entire thing. Now I'm in a even worse situation than Audrey. And I was just laughing at her a few dys ago... Karma.

Getting results back tomorrow, not really looking forward to it.

I miss myself, the one who laughed so loudly, I cant seem to do that anymore now.

Who am I, to you?

2005-10-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

Rubbish. Pure rubbish.

Actually Im not really sure of the reason why Im using this URL. Its like, so... Retarded. Maybe its because I am retarded afterall, but somehow I dont really feel retarded.

I feel like falling asleep every second.

If I was to consider how you'll feel, who will consider mine?